THE ROCK; THE HARD PLACE
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Your words
are finished
Your tears
drown you
You’ve been
here before
Making that
shaky step,
When you
said never again.
Never!
Your heart
was sure
Now it is shattered
And you
just can’t get it
Why am I moving
in circles?
I have read
all the books
I have
tried being careful
I have
tried being reckless
I just gave
up and tried being me
But it didn’t
work
I couldn’t
even tell who I was
I am just not
going anywhere
Maybe it’s
time I settled
Mediocrity
does not feel good
But it’s
not half the work
It’s not
half the pain
It’s not
half the struggle
O what
agony!
Even that,
is more agony
Like a
wounded ant I scratch at my wound
Till I coil
up and die
This is
hard
But then
there’s the rock
I don’t
want to be crashed
I want to
be safe
Maybe I’ll
never be safe.
How do I make
you understand?
What words
can’t do
Let the
emotions do
Is there no
middle ground?
Is there no
peaceful fight
Show me the
site between the silence and the scream
And there I
will make my abode
The why’s
and the what’s
Questions,
answered by only those who went on the quest
The quest
to find out
Who they
really were
They braced
it
Some were
lucky, they survive the storm
Will I be
so lucky?
And what if
I get crushed?
But I can’t
stay
And I can’t
move
Frozen
between the rock and the hard place.
-R. Brown
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