THE END AS IT CAME-3
THE END AS IT CAME-3 Rony Brown Episode three “I think it’s time we give little Armah her name.” my husband announces grandly; his voice an octave higher than it usually is. He is anxious I can tell. He wants to asses my mood after leaving the whole day for work. Well, there was a time that I would have jumped at this offer and poured out all sorts of names that would make any birth certificate proud. But things have changed. Ever since… “Let’s name her Courage Armah.” I say wistfully. I try to match his pseudo excitement. He sighs sadly, suddenly overcome by the whole charade. I can hear him walk towards the window where I sit. He kneels in front of me and earnestly looks at me. I am suddenly overcome with shame and bury my face with tears streaming through my fingers. “Hey,hey… It’s alright. It’s all in the past now. It’s all in the past.” I don’t know why, but his words get me angry. “Don’t lie to me. He said he’d be back....